Obsession

You lie in bed at night
Thinking it over and over
Can't get it out
Brain won't shut up
Know every word
Every fact
Driving me insane

It won't go away
Won't leave me alone
I can't help it
Theres something inside me
Thats won't let this drop
That won't let this go

It started as a liking
Turned into a love
Developed into an obsession
Fantasys made
Inside my head
Depression when I realise
These dreams are so dead

My head is about
To destroy my thoughts
My friends pushed away
Got fed up
I want to let this go
I want to be free
To live my life