Why Does Daddy Hurt Me?

Why does daddy hurt me? Was it something I did? Does he hate me? Am I ugly? Is he ashamed to be in public with me? I cried myself to sleep everynight. I cut myself, to know I'm still alive. I'm ashamed of being this way. Sexually assaulted & abuse. Get me HELP! Why does daddy hurt me so much? I need answers. Why did mom commit suicide? "IT'S YOUR FAULT". A hand going against my face. A gun to my head. One bullet. Final day. I'm happy NOW. Daddy doesn't hurt me anymore. I lied there on the floor, lifelessly. I'm more happier. I see mom. I'm in a better place cause.....Daddy doesn't HURT me ANYMORE.