Feel so good

Because no matter what you do or what you say
I don't care about you anyways.
You have gotten so lost in my mind
I don't even care when you cry.
You have been forgotten so easily
I didn't even remember how nice it felt to breathe.

I don't care about your stupid sorrow
all I want is tomorrow.
Another day without you I felt great
and I know you're slowly filling with hate.
But all I can do is smile
as I go off and be wild.

Because all you did was pull me down
and never picked me up off the ground.
You walked all over me and had your way,
I think it's safe to say it's time you pay.
You repeated over and over you need me
and all I do is laugh histerically.

You think I'll run back in your arms
telling you that I was wrong.
But this time my head is in its place
and I now I don't even remember your face.
It feels good to forget you,
oh darling you know it's true.

I can't stop smiling at the fact that you're gone
because now I can write you this stupid song.
As I look down at you I see you cry
and ask me again why. You've made me miserable, that's a fact.
It got to the point I thought there's no turning back.

But I have found a new light,
a light so white I almost went blind.
My heart filled with joy when I found out how to get rid of you forever
and you thought I wasn't so clever.
Who's laughing now sweet heart? Who's in charge now?
How does it feel to be dead on the ground?

I feel great, I say once again.
I will never in a lifetime feel pain.
This is what I did, it's what's done.
I never knew how good it felt to smell your blood.
I smile, once again, putting my hand on my face.
I laugh out loud then look at the blade.

This is what I did, and will be forever done.
This is what it's like to feel unloved.
I close your lids to rest you in peace
and I walk away happily.
The stains on my shirt, the blood on my hands
just makes me prouder to find out who I really am.

I'm free from you, from your uncaring, unloving soul.
I've never loved you more.
You cannot say anymore painful words, your mouth is shut forever.
I left you like this and leaving you for the better.
Oh my love, I can't stop smiling.
Oh my dear I can't stop giggling.
This is what it feels to be a winner.
You are no longer breathing,
and that's just fine with me.

.xo monster