just maybe i thought i ment something

Once i thought to myself,
i would never get by without you, then i thought even harder to myself,
why would i need someone that just keeps putting me down, when I'm not looking,
all your friends keep telling you "oh she's gross why date her" you always agreed with them,
but you never had the courage to break up with me,
So i think even harder to myself,
do i even excite to you? maybe I'm just a figure of speech.. maybe i will never know what just happened to me.