My Heart Fluttered, Once Again

He was looking at me differently,
He was looking at me like he had once before
Once before he made my heart flutter
My heart fluttered, once again
One again I could hear my heart beat louder and louder
Louder and louder my thoughts became
My thoughts knew I could never love him again, he was not him
Him was something else, someone else
Someone else completely
But my heart still fluttered
Still fluttered because I knew
I knew in my heart
In my heart I’ll always love him in a way
In a way I knew he was only confusion
Confusion is what he brings me
He brings me too many thoughts unwanted
Unwanted, you made me feel
Feel, I do not know how to feel about you
About you, a story that goes on and on
On and on memories go on
Go on the memories, you
You, your way to stay my name
My name, I love as you said it
It, you, I remember
Remember memories, millions
Millions of moments I will always remember
Remember of you
You, the old memories, the old you
The old you’s smile, your old smell, your old arms
Your old arms that were mine
Mine, as you should never be
Never be anything, I knew
I knew it was a sign as I heart our song
Our song he never knew
He never knew so much
So much of my life
My life that he was once a part of
A part of my heart
My heart still flutters
Still flutters, It was a sign
A sign, as the memories, all came back
Back to, came your smile, the old one
The old one, and I think of the way you broke me,
Broke me more than anyone, you did
You did, make these millions of tears fall
Fall for you, over and over, I do
I do have these moments I wanted nothing more than you to love me
Love me, truly
Truly most moments I wanted nothing more than to let you go
To let you go, was the hardest thing in this world
In this world it took so long for me to forget
Forget that I love you
You forever change me
Me, I still am, but you are not you