Pain Without the Benefit

Five years of my life wasted trying to get back up on my feet
Falling down repeatitly hurting myself again
Maybe if I just let go it will all just be okay

Hold my arm and strike the vein for me
You've already killed me just make it official
Maybe i'm just being superficial
Over reactive
Paranoid

My intuitions and superstitions have led me to believe
That you dont care for me
Maybe its all a lie
A Dream
Where can I confide?

I'm lost and I don't know why

Dont let me wake up
No
Dont let me wake up
No
Dont let me wake up

Dont let me stay awake