a love hate thing

I hate the way you smiled at me
I hate the way you looked at me
I hate the way you spoke to me
I hate the way you touched me
I hate the way you laughed with me
I hate the way you helped me
I hate the way you wanted me

I love the way you rejected me
I love the way you used me
I love the way you lied to me
I love the way you hurt me
i love the way you never let me leave

I miss your words
i miss your eyes
i miss your lies
I miss your tries at keeping me
I miss your fails
i miss your frown
I miss your cloud

I miss you now that your no longer with me