Again

I know you so well;
Your scent, that smirk, your thoughts,
And the way you coil up before you attack

You have all that pride,
You think you're cunning
You get what you want and you get it fast

And you don't care about your record of wrongs; the nonexistance of right
You want to repeat history
But it won't happen again

Before I go and turn my back,
I'm not a fool
I'm not yours
You can't claim me again
And I won't forget
I've never forgiven
You can't change that
You can't come back again

The darkness, it suffocates
You use it as a weapon
Just to scare me again

The words of the past,
They linger like a mist
And you steal my breath

When I'm not ready
To defend myself from your wicked ways
But you can't steal me again

Before I go and turn my back,
I'm not a fool
I'm not yours
You can't claim me again
And I won't forget
I've never forgiven
You can't change that
You can't come back again

The longing for the innocence
That I haven't had
But even if I could I wouldn't take it back

Not from you;
Not with your fingerprints,
Not with you wrapped around every inch of it

But that is long over
And it can't happen again
And I won't forget
I've never forgiven
You can't change that

You can't do anything