Left To Your Own Devices

You sit alone in your room
And say your goodbye prayers
You write a letter stating doom
And say your not a player

You pop the pills
And swallow hard
You feel the chills
You play your card
You climb the hill
Its not too far
But your not what he's waiting for

You cover up the scar
Its not all that deep
It defines who you are
Into your soul let it seep
They slap a label
Momentary fame
Call you unstable
Don't even know your name

You pop the pills
And swallow hard
You feel the chills
You play your card
You climb the hill
Its not too far
But your not what he's waiting for

It doesn't really matter
What we have to say
It doesn't really matter
We all end up the same
We'll get there when we get there
He'll get us when he comes
If the worlds too much to bear
Leave them all behind

You pop the pills
And swallow hard
You feel the chills
You play your card
You climb the hill
Its not too far
But your not what he's waiting for

Pull the trigger
If no one will care
Your doubts are bigger
Because you're still here
Go stare at the mirror
Take a look at yourself
Become your own hero
Because there's nobody else

You pop the pills
And swallow hard
You feel the chills
You play your card
You climb the hill
Its not too far
But your not what he's waiting for

Death only wants you
When you've gone to the wrong door
He wouldn't want me too
If he was what I was waiting for

You drop the pills
And swallow hard
You feel the chills
Its not what you want
You've climbed the hill
You've come so far
'Cause he's not what your waiting for