This ***ous Lie

Can’t grasp this
feeling.
Just know it’s
not. good.
Nor is it
wrong.

Suffocating
on sins.
This lie is
enticing.
But just so
disgusting.

Don’t whisper
that.
Not in my
ear.
Not ever
please.

It’s a lie,
fake.
Intricate
and sweet.
But a lie,
an enemy.

This feeling –
so strong.
It murders
slowly.
This must be
death.