Dry.

I want to cry.
I want all the sadness to leak from my eyes.
But it will not.
Because I am dry.

I want to feel again;
to love and care about something.
to want to be the best.
but I can't.
because I am dry.

I want to tell my parents,
to shut up and stop fighting.
to be good.
but I will not.
Because I am dry.

I want to forget my name.
For one night,
I want to be infinite.
Love and be loved.
But it won't happen.

...Because I am dry.
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I can't stand myself.