Strength

I Stare At The Rain Outside My Window
Scared Of The Thunder, I Hide Under My Pillow
Hot Red Blood Runs Through My Veins
I Fake A Smile, To Hide All Pains
I Take My Bottle Chug It Down
Promise Myself, I Well Never Frown
I Fear Nothing, I Always Say
I Tell Myself This EveryDay
As I Stare Inside My Mirror
Whats Looking Back I Really Fear
This Girl Outside Is Just A Fake
And Inside, I'm About To Break
I Always Say I'm So Much Stronger
But I Dont No If I Can Hold On Much Longer
I Fear The Feeling To Get Outta Bed
Thoughts Are Spinning Inside My Head
Happiness Lasts A Good Couple Hours
Then Again Sadness Over Powers
But I Will Smile The Biggest Smile
And Try To Hold On For A Little While