Hating Myself
You pick me up and put me down
I’m stupid letting you mess me around
I’m done with being a quiet little girl
I wanna be loud and shout it to the world
How you’re nothing but a jerk
And nothing but a loser
A lot of girls would call you an abuser
Messing me around to make yourself tall
Someday you’ll hit into a wall
There will be a girl who won’t fall for the smile
I’m sorry I couldn’t be her
Sorry I was part of your discarded pile
I hate what you turned me into
I’m sorry for everything you made me do
Angry at the tears I willingly shed
Annoyed at my constant feeling of dread
Stupid to fall down to the pain
Upset that I believed the lies again and again
But it made me a little wiser
It gave me the strength to stand up tall
Funny how your making me hate myself
Didn’t really hurt me at all!
I’m stupid letting you mess me around
I’m done with being a quiet little girl
I wanna be loud and shout it to the world
How you’re nothing but a jerk
And nothing but a loser
A lot of girls would call you an abuser
Messing me around to make yourself tall
Someday you’ll hit into a wall
There will be a girl who won’t fall for the smile
I’m sorry I couldn’t be her
Sorry I was part of your discarded pile
I hate what you turned me into
I’m sorry for everything you made me do
Angry at the tears I willingly shed
Annoyed at my constant feeling of dread
Stupid to fall down to the pain
Upset that I believed the lies again and again
But it made me a little wiser
It gave me the strength to stand up tall
Funny how your making me hate myself
Didn’t really hurt me at all!