Jacobs Song

I tried to make it better,
To mend and fix your heart,
To ease the pain,
To seal the wounds and cuts.

I tried to please you,
In every single way I could,
To make you feel good,
To make you have no self doubts.

I love you is not enough,
When you won’t except it.
You are so stubborn,
So mind set,
I can’t fight against your self-emitted stupor.

I tried to make it right,
To make it feel real,
To try and make it the thing you wanted,
To make you more than a friend.

I cannot deny what I am,
Even if it repulses you.
I may not be entirely human,
But at least I tried to be normal for you,
I’m an earthbound sun,
And you wanted me to warm you,
And that is what I did.

But now He is here,
You have forgotten me,
Like an average pebble on a reservation beach.
I may be an animal,
But I don’t act like one.

I love you is not enough,
When you won’t except it.
You are so stubborn,
So mind set,
I can’t fight against your self-emitted stupor.
And now when that bastard stands next to you,
I feel so betrayed.

I howl at the Moon,
I weep along the beach,
I don’t even return you calls.

I hate being this god damn wolf,
And you being next to that bloodsucker doesn’t help a bit.