Don't break my heart

I am a stupid person.
I always make the same mistake.
My hopes go up, and then my love life fucks up.
Should I trust you?
Or must I distrust you.
I just don’t know what to do.
Should I love you?
Or must I get rid of you.
Are you lying to me?
Are you just leading me?
Do you really want me?
Do you really love me?
But whatever you do, please:
Don’t break my heart.