Blood

There's blood on the wall
There's blood on my hand
There's blood in my mind
That I can't understand
Is it all mine?
Or the blood of another?
A prediction of the future?
Days are passing by
Things just seem to worsen
I'm planning out my death
I find my self rehearsing
Now I can see my friends
Backing out on me
They have the guts to look me in the eye
aAnd say they don't know me
I'm carrying lists in my pocket
Of people I'm gonna lay dead
That's probably something I shouldn't have said
Now you se me dripping in red
See my self hating
And wishing I was dead
The only person I love
My angel, my heartbeat
Ever since she left
I can't even speak
Eveerytime I'm about to bleed
She stops me with her watery stare
It brings tears and a smile
To see her care
I love her, I miss her
I want her back
She's the only one that can save me
As a matter of fact
But I find her ignoring me
I can't hear her sound
When I look at her
She turns her face around
I'm begging and I'm crying
Asking her to speak
Her silence kills me
I find it hard to breathe
We used to talk so much
We used to have so much fun
Now I see her changing
Just like everyone
And when I ask
Do you need me?
Her silence kils