Goodbye,

I cannot give you tears;
I cannot let me weep right now.
I cannot share, my dear;
I cannot let me let us down.

It’s so much deeper than I thought I knew,
So much darker than I’d expected.
It’s so much farther than I thought you’d go.
So much time gone than I’d regretted.

And more than all of these
So much more grief.
Goodbye.
Goodbye.

I don’t know how to feel this;
I don’t know what to say.
I don’t know how to forgive it;
I don’t know who to blame.

It’s so much more frightening;
Yet so much worse than I feared.
It’s so much harder to bear it;
So much life that you’d not shared.

And more than all of these
So much more grief.
Goodbye.
Goodbye.

It’s so much harder to bear it;
So much lost, and I’ve regretted.

And more than all of these
So much more grief.
Goodbye.
Goodbye.

Goodbye.