Energy (re-mix)

I wish i could rip out a page of my memory
cuz i put to much energy in my family
I would do watever it takes, to get the girls back with me
to bad we cant re-write our own history
Its a mystery, need them here with me
its not hard to believe im this lonely
chances fading out, time is runnin out,
this aint how its supposed to be be

im having nightmares from sleepin, im the enemy
how to we re-work this chemistry
Dont want my mind to be the enemy
this guilt is taking all of my energy

Seems like only yesterday, not even gravity
could keep the guys from being here with me
but now Ill be gone, so we are divided now
Their happiness is only in my fantasy
Not a mystery, wont be here with me
Not hard to believe they'll be happy
Chances fading out, time is runnin out
just dont want it to be

Im having nightmares from sleepin im the enemy
how do we re-work the chemistry
Dont want my mind to be the end of me
This guilt is taking all of my energy

Now i can feel it changing me
i cant afford to slip much from my destiney
Im so afraid to walk alone, im giving up let'em move on
before i bring them to deep, cuz itz its taking all of my energy.......