Dedication, Obsession, or LOVE?
I stopped for awhile to look back at you
But not seeing or feeling you looking back at me too
I try to smile, as you walk away
Then as this day fades, I lose the words that I should've tried to say
Don't you understand?
My love for you is more than riches of a land
You're the being I wouldn't harm
You're the person I'd always hold on the arm
I remembered, the day I first met you
Back then, I was a fool
I'd lie and play like there's no tomorrow
'Til the day I accidentally loved you, then felt shame and sorrow
Months, days, hours, and seconds have passed
Our love didn't last
I told you the lies that I have told
You were there as I bit by bit tried to unfold
Shock came out and I felt like you wanted to curse me
Then the flames of anger were in your eyes, I can see
That what we used to be, was wasted
Looks like everything was all messed up and jaded
Months, days, hours, and seconds have passed
I've tried to rehabilitate and change for the best at last
Then when I was running quickly back at you
You told me I was weak, and I was a fool
My eyes with sore
My tears didn't come out because they wouldn't make any difference, anymore
I was shaky all over
Then I tried to get a blanket to duck and cover
When I had the guts to tell you what I truly feel
You were beside me, shocked me like an eel
You have forgiven me, as you said
Yet, you still couldn't believe the expressions I've said
You didn't want me to cry
You didn't want me to commit suicide or at least try to die
You didn't want me to get hurt, yet you did hurt me
You just said "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry."
I wasted everything
You also said that my explanation wasn't enough of a thing
My heart's bandage broke off and fell on the ground
Then it was back into smaller pieces, I haven't yet found
Now I'm here, sitting in one corner
Not talking to anyone, and still not believing that everything is over
I'm still here, waiting for you
Because it's the only thing I can, for now, do.
[.To whom I dedicated this to: If you happen to read this and still not changing your mind, I'm just hurt at each time I think of you, because I really love you and it just so happens that, you're not believing me anymore, eventhough I have really changed.]
But not seeing or feeling you looking back at me too
I try to smile, as you walk away
Then as this day fades, I lose the words that I should've tried to say
Don't you understand?
My love for you is more than riches of a land
You're the being I wouldn't harm
You're the person I'd always hold on the arm
I remembered, the day I first met you
Back then, I was a fool
I'd lie and play like there's no tomorrow
'Til the day I accidentally loved you, then felt shame and sorrow
Months, days, hours, and seconds have passed
Our love didn't last
I told you the lies that I have told
You were there as I bit by bit tried to unfold
Shock came out and I felt like you wanted to curse me
Then the flames of anger were in your eyes, I can see
That what we used to be, was wasted
Looks like everything was all messed up and jaded
Months, days, hours, and seconds have passed
I've tried to rehabilitate and change for the best at last
Then when I was running quickly back at you
You told me I was weak, and I was a fool
My eyes with sore
My tears didn't come out because they wouldn't make any difference, anymore
I was shaky all over
Then I tried to get a blanket to duck and cover
When I had the guts to tell you what I truly feel
You were beside me, shocked me like an eel
You have forgiven me, as you said
Yet, you still couldn't believe the expressions I've said
You didn't want me to cry
You didn't want me to commit suicide or at least try to die
You didn't want me to get hurt, yet you did hurt me
You just said "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry."
I wasted everything
You also said that my explanation wasn't enough of a thing
My heart's bandage broke off and fell on the ground
Then it was back into smaller pieces, I haven't yet found
Now I'm here, sitting in one corner
Not talking to anyone, and still not believing that everything is over
I'm still here, waiting for you
Because it's the only thing I can, for now, do.
[.To whom I dedicated this to: If you happen to read this and still not changing your mind, I'm just hurt at each time I think of you, because I really love you and it just so happens that, you're not believing me anymore, eventhough I have really changed.]