Suicide Effects Me Too.

Slashes against my wrists.
I found out the wrong way
The blood goes everywhere
Sitting in the dark alone.

Put me on meds.
Try to make me feel better
Down deep I could care less.
Just pushes me down farther

Keep me calm
Talk to me
Tell me about him
Will I honestly turn out like him?

Explain to me why
Why did he pull the trigger?
Did he really hate his life?
In result he just leaves

I want him by my side now.
I want to feel his hugs.
His kisses on my cheeks
Deep down I know he won't show

Save me from myself
I can be better than him
Tell me what he was like
Please tell me he at least loved me.
Because down deep I love you daddy.