Untrustworthy...Again

I'm wearing pink
But my mood is black
How could i be so stupid
As to possibly think
That i could trust him
Just because he was there
When i was feeling grim
I trusted again
Just to be let down
And now i'm falling
Falling toward the ground
When will i go boom?
I kinda hope it's soon
I feel crappy in general
More than usual
I know I sound pathetic
But doesn't everyone that complains?
You may not get my logic
But I'm going to leave him
He won't know it
My mode just won't be as dim
I'll pretend like before
That nothing is ever
Making my heart sore