raindrops and fairytales

rainbow drops and fairytales
oh how i'd wish it was all that well

they scream they fight
i bet they'd die tonight.

Kill me now
end the pain
just to start the rain

I wish its a cinderella story but nothing is that true
how'd they come out of the blue and kick you

I wanna scream
I wanna fight
But will there be that silence tonight

Here i am
(its me)
here i am
(let me be)
here i am
(cant you see?)

I want to live alone
Where im not part of a freak show

may i cry and sing tonight
But i wanna see your eyes

Can look at me with out giult?
can you me, without words to spill

Im sorry your one,
im sorry im not yours to tell.
im sorry im in hell.

I just want to live, so leave me the fuck alone.