A Life Un-Lived.

I hold you now,
  every night in my dreams,
Since I wasn't allowed to have you,
you were forced to leave.

 Every day is a new challenge, a new life I must live
Living with a pain, a new kind of hurt
that was made to fit inside my lonely world.

 I wanted you,
More than anything I've ever desired,
yet you were taken away from life,
Away from me.

 Living with this nightmare, this awful memory
I can only picture your face,
as my vision clears,
wondering where we'd be.
If you were still here.

And every breath I take,
I breathe for you,
You've taught me how to live,
Even though I've never met you.

You live within my voice, and within my heart,
your story will never end,
Even though it never had it's start.