Used To

I sit and watch as the rain hits the window
and I listen to it's constant sound
but even this noise isn't enough
to drown out the screaming of my heart.

I'm tired of saying we used too,
I don't want to be a has-been,
I fell off the path we're on
and I'm tired of saying it's my fault
I don't want to say I miss you

The past is what keeps me sane,
yet I know I shouldn't look back.
it hurts me to see the way you treat them
and how it hurts you to look me in the face

I'm tired of saying we used to,
I don't want to be a has-been
I fell off the path we're on
and I'm tired of saying it's my fault
I don't want to say I miss you.

I know I'm here,
not sure if you're there.
I can't say I don't care cause I've never been one to lie.
It's not right the way I'm feeling,
but who knows of you feel it too
we never seem to talk anymore
but there goes another used to...

I'm tired of saying we used to,
I don't want to be a has-been
I fell off the path we're on
and I'm tired of saying it's my fault
I don't want to say I miss you....
But I miss you.