They Call It Rage

You say you love me.
But how can I be sure?
I'm no reason to be loved.
I am no special person.
And if you can't even tell me what is going on.
How can I believe you?
How do I know that i'm the only one?
TELL ME I'M THE ONLY ONE.

This is not true.
This can't be happening.
Why do I love you?!
I CAN'T HELP MYSELF.
BUT IT'S TRUE.
You treat me wonderfully.
But I still am not believing that
You like me for what you say you do.
This doesn't make sense.

Nothing makes sense.
im SO CONFUSED
SO TERRIBLY CONFUSED
Am I even living?
Things are UNREAL.
and this is all just a joke?
Why can't things just be normal?!
I dont feel the way I should.
And it's hurting me...
So bad,
So deep.
And I CAN NOT HELP MYSELF
And time is running out.

I am not doing anything about it.
I have no will to live.
Why can't I be saved?
I FEEL LIKE IM DYING.
AND THIS FUCKING SUCKS
so somebody, SOMEBODY
PLEASE HELP ME.
Before I kill myself!