Took My Trust Away

Every step I take outside,
I see your face behind every corner,
Your eyes just watching, making me shiver,
Your smile so wide, at your horrid thoughts.

What you did, hurt me inside,
Not physically, but mentally...
I see you staring inside my head,
Laughing at how much pain you've caused...

You took every piece of trust away,
There was only a little, yet I still can't do it...
I want to forget you, forget everything you did,
Because your ruining everything for me!

You said you didn't want to be the newest scar,
Yet I just wish you'd leave so I wouldn't think that far,
I don't want you inside my head,
I want you gone, so I can walk free.

Your making it hard for me,
To become someone who I want to be,
I'm always scared, always worried. I can't trust any guy more then a friend.

I know you don't care,
You never actually did,
I hate you for what you've done,
Wish you'd just leave me alone.

I've never felt like how I feel for someone,
He means everything to me, even if that's to wrong to say,
But you've ruined my mind,
Cause I'm always to scared.

I would change everything to make him happy,
Yet your mind made it's way into mine,
Made me hate myself even more,
Made me wish I was never here...

I hate you, forever and ever,
I don't want to lay eyes on you again,
If you ever think I'd run back into your disgusting arms,
Go run to the next girl, and break her too.