My goodbye to no one.

The last night you would hear from me,
it is my goodbye to no one.
I wish to thank you for being there,
for being everything you could have been, but weren't.
I want you to know,
the words of wisdom that you never said have made all the difference.
I want you to know,
you are the reason for my short existence.
A pleasure you have been to have around,
but you have made me kind of lonely,
with your obsessiveness all around.
Tonight you drove me to dig my own grave,
to write you this letter,
to sharpen my blade.
It is a good deed that you did,
being there for me always.
But I can't take your presence,
it has driven me insane.

Tell my mother I'd like to thank her for making me feel like shit,
it was the greatest thing she's ever done,
it was the only thing she ever did.
Give my father a big hug from me,
remind him he had a daughter,
the one he never cared to see.
To the people I called friends, there's no need for sympathy,
it's faker than your smiles, that much I can see.

Once again I give my sincere goodbye,
don't worry too much,
I don't want you to cry,
with all my love,
my dearest no one.