Leaking Lies

I told them I was going,
college bound is what they wanted to see.
But dirty hair and ugly eyes,
that's hat I think of me.
Guaranteed to lose all my goals and ambition
I walk along a stormy road.
A road that's lonely,cracked and forgotten.
A road that doesn't know any passion.
I'd lay in that road and cry my eyes out
if I really could.
But these chains called fear,sorrow,and forgiveness
hold me back,cut me deep.
Leaking pools of ugly lies.