Lie To Me

I can't love you anymore. I hate you. I hate myself. 
I hate my life. I hate people. I hate school.
I hate love. I hate those boys you love.
I hate loving you. I hate these feelings.
I hate the tears. I hate your lies.
I hate it all.
 
I don't want this. I don't want the pain.
I don't want you. I don't want to get out of
bed in the morning. I don't want to love you.
I don't want your lies. I don't want it all.

I love you. I love the bullets in this gun.
I love music.
I love the pills I could take.
I love your lies.
I love nothing.

I love hate you.
I do don't want to see you.
Your amazing terrible.
You make break me.
Your truthful dishonest.

You fucked around with my heart.
You said you loved me.
You lied.
I can't understand how I believed you for one second.

By the way, you're a horrible liar.