Cease to Understand

a girl walked up to me one day
said, "got your letter, don't know what to say
'cept that i accept your words of sorrow
and hope this will be through tomorrow."
now she's with me, to say the least
our fight of nothing came to cease
so now i think it never happened
all things aren't like that, i have reasoned
to judge you must hear both sides first
just to listen is not the worst
maybe i have blindly followed
influentially out the window
and as i fell, the ground didn't come
my heart kept beating like a drum
so after all this time, i finally hurt
and find myself within the dirt
it did not give me strength to cry
cause i still don't know the reason why
it makes me think that i can't say,
"our troubles have all gone away."