Where do I go from here?

So now that I've found you

now that I know you.

What do I do?

Saying what my heart tells me to say

isn't probably the wisest of decisions

because the heart can easily

deceive the mind.

But I know better.

And now I'm stuck.

Between telling you

that you mean everything to me

and thinking of what we could have been

if I don't say how I feel.

I knew this wasn't going to be easy

but no one expects it to be this hard.

So much for trying out low expectations.

This doesn't get me anywhere.

And I don't know what to do.