Cut

a/n:I have never cut before. I write my feelings down so that I don't do it. Writing is my way of coping.
XoXo,
Steph
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Cut
I cut deeply
just to feel the pain
I need the pain
Like a child
Who needs their parents
Like a teenager
needs their friends
Cutting is what I need
You may say it is wrong
But you do not know me
You do not know the pain I go through.
Cutting deep is the relief
The relief I needed from
Pain
Name calling
Bullies
You say I am messed up
Well you do not know me
You think you do but you do not
Lost in the pain and comfort of the blade
Shiny, slick and small
I carry it every where
Some think I am psycho
I know they are like me
Just feeling pain and dealing with it a different way.
This is my way and my comfort.