The Heart and The Owner

Which one do I like?
Which one do I choose?
How did it come down to this?
People see this as a joke, who will be amused?
Every time I think about it it seems so stupid, after all I’m not the one who will taste their kiss.

Which one do I like more?
For which is my feelings stronger for?
Is it him or him?
Why does it matter if they don’t like me, not even one of them.

Pick one now.
Which do you like?
How can I pick one who doesn’t see me, how?
Pick one while the time is right.

When will you choose one?
Hurry before it’s night.
I CAN’T CHOOSE ONE!
I don’t know which is right.

Hurry and show your true self,
Hurry before there is no more chances.
I can’t tell them, I’ll hide it to myself.
I’ll stay here in the ball with no partner for even one dance.

HURRY YOU FOOL!
The time is running out.
I DON’T CARE IF THE TIME IS RUNNING OUT!
I’m such a coward. I won’t be able to show my true self at school.

Your heart must choose, choose one now!
I WILL NEVER CHOOSE, I don’t see the point in it.
Choose for your heart will heal somehow.
HOW WILL IT HEAL?!

I quit this awful game.
Don’t quit till you know how they feel.
Don’t quit. I know the pain is to real but don’t quit all the same.

WHY SHOULD I CARE?
BECAUSE THIS IS A MATTER OF THE HEART!
Love is nothing but an awful nightmare.
What has happened to make you have such a blackheart?

Too much pain for one to bear.
So pick up the pieces and live.
No, it hurts to much to care.
No it does not. Live love and forgive

LEAVE ME ALONE!
WHY DON’T YOU GO AWAY!
I will leave you alone when your heart is shown.
I will never put my heart on display.
What if I want to be shown?
I will not let you see the light of day.
Then how will your emotions be shown?
Nothing will make my decision sway.

What if I told you they are waiting?
They don’t care.
You don’t know that, they could be loving.
In the end no one will be there.

I will be left alone, once again.
You will be shattered and ask why.
There is nothing to gain.
You never know till you take the risk!
And your friends will be there when you cry.

And?
What about afterward.
You will be in their hand.
It’s just so absurd .

I know what I say yet I want one of them to like me.
Which one do you choose?
Which one can you see?
I don’t know who to choose, I think I like them both.
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i had a crush on 2 boys and it was like "GAHHH!" in the end i never told them how i felt... everyone else did -.-;