IT HURTS TO BE THIS WAY

It hurts to be this way, spoken for and taken advantage, lost in this sick game you call a life you spoke I followed, I went, I walked.
I obeyed your comand I went through.
I cried. Of course. Wouldn't you?
It hurts to much to be this way, to hide away what I trully am, how I trully feel.

It hurt. I can't look straight anymore.
I don't want to play this game anymore
It wasn't fun. I wanted to turn away.
He asked if I was allright.
I said I'm ok, I was thinking
No More...

This wasn't my place., this wan't me. taken away and hidden from the whole world. this cruel game you were playing i din't know the truth from the fake.Time was a waste.
I was violated in ways that I didn't know.
I was torn in ways I remember. Every stitch reprecenting all the hurt you made me feel.

It hurt. I can't look straight anymore.
I don't want to play this game anymore.
all I want is to get away, away from al the hurt from this fake identity you have given me.

It wasn't fun. I wanted to turn away.
He asked if I was allright.
I said I'm ok, I was thinking
No More...in silence I cry hopping to escape from this game..

I dont want to be her. I see that straight.
I am not a house cat, a wild cat.
I cannot be tied down, tied up.
For play. For fun. No fun.
It hurts too much to be this girl.
It hurts too much to see this girl.
I am not a house cat, a wild cat.
meow, meow. Raow.
Give me love love love.
Not pain pain, go awayay...