I love you... Jerk.

The way you played me like a fool
The way you try to act all cool
All the times, all the lies
And the look in your eyes
Your cutting ironic laughter
If you don’t know you bluster
The pretense of brilliance
Topped with the pretense of valiance
You are so full of yourself
All you care about is yourself
I hate how you’re always going on and on
You can be such a moron
You think the world revolves around you
Your opinion is the only one you value
Do you even care about me
Or the things I long to be
Do you seriously think I don’t care
That the things that you do to me aren’t fair
You can be so sweet
Even when you’re full of deceit
I don’t know what to think
Especially when you’re being a fink
I love you far too much
I enjoy even the smallest touch
Your skin resting against mine
And everything feels fine
But every time I relax
I have a flashback
And I no longer trust you
To always tell me what’s true
But when my feelings I finally distill
I find that I love you still