Stuck in the Mud

Each day, walking gets a little bit harder
My fears are strong and they're getting sharper
It's easier to consider this murder
I've got this anchor and I'm pulling it farther

Why do you always have to leave me
I don't want go
When I am barely breathing
I'm taking this to slow
You wont watching me pleading
I'm hoping I would know
Cause this is just like sleeping
I'm always way too low
But I'm ending, I'm not dreaming
As these needles come and go
I'm starting to forget the meaning

I'm trying harder in spirit of taking it easy
Last time I saw him his arms were bleeding
Hate cast it's shadows in the darkest places
Dirty mirrors end up in front of our faces

Why do you always have to leave me
I don't want go
When I am barely breathing
I'm taking this to slow
You wont watching me pleading
I'm hoping I would know
Cause this is just like sleeping
I'm always way too low
But I'm ending, I'm not dreaming
As these needles come and go
I'm starting to forget the meaning

Glass broken, I've glass for sale
Did it cut him? Well we never could tell
Broken glass, shattered windows in hell
Look through to Heaven and forget the smell

Are you coming back
For me
Are you coming down
So you can see
Are you coming back
For me
Are you coming down
So you can see

There is no down
When you're at the bottom
Too high
So low
Too high
So low
Too high
So low