for many months

For many months
She’s been struggling to go on in life
Searching for a reason to keep on fighting
She’s getting tired of fighting this battle she’ll never win.
For many months now
She’s been feeling worthless, unwanted, a burden
She’s been hiding her feelings inside
Staying away from the place called home.
She’s been seen but never heard.
For many months now
She’s been hiding her face
Covering her black eye up with make-up
Wearing long sleeves to hide what he has done to her.
For many months now
She’s been putting up with his crap
She’s been taking every punch he swings,
Every kick he kicks
For many months now
She’s been living with regret
Living with the pain he cause’s
Now she’s in the hospital
Breathing her last breath’s

Five hours of suffering and fighting for her life
Her heart is finally giving up, begins to stop beating
Her lungs stopped producing oxygen
As she closed her eyes for one last time
One tear fell from her eyes
For many months to a lifetime
She will finally be happy
Away from his hands
And into the arm’s of god’s