i'm not okay
It’s hard to say that I’m okay
In this sick, twisted world
Seeking for an answer why
But only end up with another question
I wonder what the future holds,
For someone as reckless as me
I often fail at everything I do
And I often say things that I don’t mean
I search for a new beginning
In this life I’m hardly living.
To only end up losing the one I love
And slowly drift away from everything else.
My love starts to fade
As the face of a person I once knew
Again I miss the danger sign
And continues to be blind
Without another doubt
And another shaken route
I begin to see
All I end up with is me.
It’s hard to say I’m okay
When I’m really not
Everyone can see I’m not okay
So, there’s no more pretending.
In this sick, twisted world
Seeking for an answer why
But only end up with another question
I wonder what the future holds,
For someone as reckless as me
I often fail at everything I do
And I often say things that I don’t mean
I search for a new beginning
In this life I’m hardly living.
To only end up losing the one I love
And slowly drift away from everything else.
My love starts to fade
As the face of a person I once knew
Again I miss the danger sign
And continues to be blind
Without another doubt
And another shaken route
I begin to see
All I end up with is me.
It’s hard to say I’m okay
When I’m really not
Everyone can see I’m not okay
So, there’s no more pretending.