Just Out There

I am a walking ghost
A friendly loner
Just out there

And I need you to look back
So I won't do it
Something I will someday regret

Because I care about you
And I thought you cared about me
But, maybe I'm wrong

I walk,
but I do not feel
I am alive,
but I am dead

I am happy,
but I am also gloomy
I am light,
but mostly darkness

I am just out there,
out of everybody's touch,
out of everybody's trembling gaze.