Lonely in Glamor

I woke up as the alarm clock rings at late 12 o'clock
I was in a hurry so I kicked the door open wide
Shattered into fragments this fragile slipper glass you gave me
Even my dress tore apart when i tripped on myself

I bet you're showing your chaste smile and silently laughing right now
Seeing me struggle in this decaying world
Even I shed these lamenting tears and weep in woe ,
It just keep on accomplishing all your yearns

Why can't I understand ,
The pain is penetrating !

Lonely , under this night sky
Party night , I'm in solitude
I yearn to stay by your side right now ,
and embrace me since you told me I'm your only one
I'm still fleeting , from my taunting fate
The light illuminates , where are you bad boy ?
I only desire a pure love sincerely from your vacant heart ,
But you keep on averting your gaze and part from me
why must love be so hard and complicated ?!

You concealed me away in this box fill with glittery stars ,
While you frolic and go out with other woman
Even for all the things I let you done to me ,
You end up loving and adore yourself

Why didn't I realize it ,
The pain disintegrated !

Lonely , in this night club
Party time , I was beckon by those crowd
I'll wait for you to pick me up and grab my hand ,
even it takes thousand years or eternity
I pray , for this fluttering dream to continue
Stare at me , I'll miss you bad boy
I was trapped in this popularity realm
and you left me within this loud echoing voice ,
This fragile me will collapse and finally break !
Lonely in glamor ,
I'm breaking my heart ,
Where are you bad boy ,
Lonely in party time ,
Why must you go and lie ,
I yearn for your love ,
Why is it so hard ,
Do you hate me that much ?

Lonely , in this silent night
Party time , It wont cease
I don't need all those prizes and rewards
Just for you to be with me is enough

Lonely , under this night sky
Party night , I'm in solitude
I put all my vigor to get your attention ,
but you just wont respite from lying
Deep inside , tears flow from my core
I can't move , since you always neglect me
My vision is too blur and vivid to see ,
even i want to confront and caress you
I don't need all those glamor and fame ,
If at the end i end up ,
Left alone without you in agony ...

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