Can't Take It Back

I wonder how he's doing?
I wonder what he thinks.
I still don't feel great
for telling him I couldn't work out the kinks.
I feel a bit sick,
my head's heating up.
My stomach won't take its food
And, even though it's empty, I wanna throw up.
I'm the worst. That's all I can say,
And I'm afraid I'll regret my decision everyday.
Cuz I do right now, and I did before.
Oh, dear Lord. I can't take it anymore.
It's been less than 24 hours,
and I already wanna call.
I wanna see how he feels,
or if he'll answer at all.
I know I shouldn't have done it if I wasn't sure.
A break-up with your boyfriend isn't something you can take back.
And I know my reasons are faulty & I needed some proof.
But I was scared & uncertain. I didn't have time for things like that.