Bam

one day,
i realized i was home,
alone.

i realized,
the pain I faced,
could so easily be erased,
with one thing.
bam.

i realized,
i was walking up the stairs,
numbly,
without a care.

i realized,
that i could say good-bye,
forever,
and not care.

i realized,
that i was pulling the trigger......

Bam.
♠ ♠ ♠
i don't really kno where this one came from, tho i am in a bad mood today.... oh well, who knows?