This monster...

ive left this life, slipped out of my shell, and stepped into another. But this life is worse than my other, but sometimes its better, its hard to understand sometimes thats why im sitting here coming up with these rhymes. It seems like im screwing up peoples lives. ive become a monster.. beyond a doubt. and there is no other path to take, no other route. unless i go back to a spineless little rack that you set all of your stuff on, like that public doormat that you all used to walk on. Some people like me now, some people like me then, but i dont know how i went wrong, or where, or when. all i can remember is you, stepping on me, crushing all of my hopes and dreams, but guess what? all of those dreams ended up as reality, and i dont think you can believe that, no.... not even me. You all hated me. you all pushed me away like some kind of leper, or, or, stray but now you all like me, huh.. guess dreams do come true. but now that mine are done, what about you. where are you going to take your life, where are you going to go? you used to have it, now i run this show. looks like it took a miracle to change me from a little boy to a monster, and yet now you like me. This man This one when i told myself that i would become this never.but never became now. and i still wonder how i turned into this beast, and why. but the thing you could do at the least is care about me. for who i am and what i see. because you, youre just like me.....