Truth Be Told

Truth be told...I truly hate you
the lies I tell you every morning and every night still doesn't push you away
You say you love me but are you really lying to yourself?
You say that I'm afraid to love and afraid to be loved is that really true?
Am I afraid to be held in your strong arms?
Truth be told I'm not afraid to be loved or even to love
Truth be told I'm afraid of hurting someone I hate the most and also love the most
Truth be told I truly hate you and at the same time I love you more then life itself