Girl in a Coma
February 3, 2010 - Wednesday
Girl in a coma.
Current mood: anxious
Looking at this girl in the mirror
And I don’t like who she is
What she represents
Or what she believes in
I can’t believe this is who I really am
“Does she define me or do I define her?”
“Which one does the world prefer?”
“Which one in the end will conquer?”
“When is the old Jess ever coming back?”
Many questions never answered.
Looking at this girl now
Her soulless eyes
Bloodstained pride
A heart of glass
Her confused mind
A broken past
That lively, happy, energetic girl
Is never coming back
A heart
Compassion
Forgiveness
Understandment
Kindness
These things reflect what the “new jess” lacks
Looking back at my life
And the situations I was in
At the moments that passed
The troubles that I faced
The mistakes I have made
Created a version of me I hate
And can’t change
For now I fear it’s too late
“Does she define me or do I define her?”
“Which one does the world prefer?”
“Which one in the end will conquer?”
“When is the old Jess ever coming back?”
Many questions never answered.
Looking back unto
The damage in my heart and skin
I know I don’t like who I’ve become
I hate the way I love to sin
I need awake from this dream
A girl in a coma
Or so it seems
Where have I gone to?
It’s been so long
I’ve lost touch
With whom I really am
Looking at this girl now
Her soulless eyes
Bloodstained pride
A heart of glass
Her confused mind
A broken past
That lively, happy, energetic girl
Is never coming back
I WANT TO CHANGE THAT!
I have to believe
Remember
That somewhere inside me
A corpse sleeps
Waiting to be awaken
To be freed
Now when I look at this girl in the mirror
Deep into her eyes
A puzzled look on her face
Baffles my mind
Instead of asking why
I’ll change her this time
And bring the old Jessika, A. E. back to life
Girl in a coma.
Current mood: anxious
Looking at this girl in the mirror
And I don’t like who she is
What she represents
Or what she believes in
I can’t believe this is who I really am
“Does she define me or do I define her?”
“Which one does the world prefer?”
“Which one in the end will conquer?”
“When is the old Jess ever coming back?”
Many questions never answered.
Looking at this girl now
Her soulless eyes
Bloodstained pride
A heart of glass
Her confused mind
A broken past
That lively, happy, energetic girl
Is never coming back
A heart
Compassion
Forgiveness
Understandment
Kindness
These things reflect what the “new jess” lacks
Looking back at my life
And the situations I was in
At the moments that passed
The troubles that I faced
The mistakes I have made
Created a version of me I hate
And can’t change
For now I fear it’s too late
“Does she define me or do I define her?”
“Which one does the world prefer?”
“Which one in the end will conquer?”
“When is the old Jess ever coming back?”
Many questions never answered.
Looking back unto
The damage in my heart and skin
I know I don’t like who I’ve become
I hate the way I love to sin
I need awake from this dream
A girl in a coma
Or so it seems
Where have I gone to?
It’s been so long
I’ve lost touch
With whom I really am
Looking at this girl now
Her soulless eyes
Bloodstained pride
A heart of glass
Her confused mind
A broken past
That lively, happy, energetic girl
Is never coming back
I WANT TO CHANGE THAT!
I have to believe
Remember
That somewhere inside me
A corpse sleeps
Waiting to be awaken
To be freed
Now when I look at this girl in the mirror
Deep into her eyes
A puzzled look on her face
Baffles my mind
Instead of asking why
I’ll change her this time
And bring the old Jessika, A. E. back to life