All I Want

All I want to do is disappear.
All I want to do is never be hurt.
All I want to do is escape my pain.
All I want to do is not fall for anyone.
All I want to do is be happy.
All I want to do is never cry again.
All I want to do is be loved.
All I want to do is punish myself.
All I want to do is end it all.
All I want to do is make you see my pain.
All I want to do is hide behind my scars.
All I want to do is make you proud.
All I want to do is show you how I deal.
All I want to do is change.
All I want to do is lose my guilt.
All I want to do is learn to love.
All I want to do is create a new me.
All I want to do is be smart, funny, pretty.
All I want to do is try.
All I want to do is write.
All I want to do is tell you.
All I want to do is not choose between you.
All I want to do is be ME!