Heaven or Hell, You Can Never Tell

someone make my heart
stir
something make these thoughts
blur
someone make this pain
dull
something save me from this beautiful
hell
it's where I want to
be
all the company a hungry soul could
need
so how could one be as lonely as
me?
because it's not where I am
you see
I'm stuck in this divine prison
with only the good and
honesty
talking to myself is the only good I'll
do
wrong these rights
and pay my dues
ready for my handshake with him
I won't be back
those chances are slim
and that makes me such a happy mess
this place is enough to make anyone as lonely as me
and they'll get addicted to sin
'cause we're the invisible men
unhappy in our own skin
unsure of who we want to be
what we want to see
below the earth
or beyond the stars
you can never be who you are