Bullets

one
one bullet
one bullet changed
one bullet changed the
one bullet changed the rest
one bullet changed the rest of
one bullet changed the rest of my
one bullet changed the rest of my life

and

yours.

why?

I wonder
just wonder
what was in your head
what was in your mind
when you held that gun
against your head
what did you think
why?

"my life is bleak" you said in your note
but so many people loved you
some many people cared
why?

you had so mant people that loved you
and many you lost
when you pulled that trigger
all was lost
why?

you had no idea
that when you shot the gun
you shot all of us
your family
your friends
your girlfriend
your father
your mother
and your sister who writes this here
why?

I love you
they loved you
we all did
but why
oh so many whys I have heard
why?

why? This will be the one question left
but you don't have to answer it
But I'll always wonder

Why?