Just Sleep Through This

I don’t know how to feel anymore

I don’t know if I’m real

I want to know about this

I need to know why

Why I don’t feel the way I did before

Inside;

I don’t know who I am

Now that I’m alone

I don’t like being empty

I don’t like having no one

Remembering the things you put me through

Makes it seem right

But thinking about all the good things

Changes that totally

And nothing about it seems right

This state I’m in,

It’s so unhealthy

And I know it won’t go away

Until you make up your mind

You’ve done this to me twice now

Each time it hurts me more

I don’t want this to be this way

You’re worth too much for me to loose

Make up your mind

I can’t take this forever

You’re hand it mine

It feels so right

I’m still wishing this is a nightmare

And that I’ll just wake up

But I know its not so I just have to hope

That you’ll come around

Because your love means more to me

Than anything did before