Killing Power

Don't ask me to explain, you just don't know what its like to be this lonely
You think that you can understand, just please don't
This pain inside is that kind that infects your organs
And leaves you deaf, dumb, and blind forever

I am no longer questioning my motives
And the reasons for my choice
Can't stand this living hell no more
A place where no one hears my voice

I walk these halls alone
Not knowing whice one to take next
Wandering like a zombie
Feeling dead and perplexed

Should I go out quietly
Or go out with a bang
Should I slit my wrists
or with a rope take a hang

So then bang
Or slit
Or hang
All I know is that I am not the one taking the hit